Everything… ❤️

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Only JESUS can answer our questions. Only He can fill our deepest longings… At the time of emptiness, of struggling and of choosing to love amidst of pain, the only answer is JESUS. The start and end of everything is Him alone. Oh how I long for the day that I will see Him face to face… He is EVERYTHING.

As I have recollections of how things are before, I just thank GOD for memories, for teaching me how to love even things that are unlovely. I accepted the best I can and TRUSTED GOD that He is in control of everything. I carry the joy, pain and hope that one day, all things will be well… That we will be together again doing the things we used to do for LORD GOD ALMIGHTY.

I have always been hopeful for all that is about You, Master… I know he tried his best too… But my very prayer right now is that You make all things well accordingly to your perfect will. In this time of waiting… Only You remain our EVERYTHING….

I Don’t Want to Marry Someone I Don’t Know

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After talking to my girl friend, I realized things that I don’t give time before… And I said and admit, maybe… I’m just too afraid and too early to conclude before. It was really after the time when I asked GOD if I should let go of the person whom I thought would be with me in the future. I can’t understand it yet but I don’t know what will happen tomorrow or the next day… Or next year… I just don’t want to marry someone I don’t know. I entrust my future to you, my Master–my Everything…

#ThrowBackB1andB2 :)

Talking to you tonight was never a mistake… I thank GOD because I have you. Thank you for being my best friend still and forever (as you say it 🙂 ). I have lots of things I’m sorry about in our relationship. At the BEST day of your life, I was not there, your wedding and on the day Caleb celebrated his birthday here in Manila, I was not also there… I hate myself that I’m not available in those very important events in your life. That’s one of my many regrets… But I always come back to the day we walked through the street of Gastambide, Manila during our college days and made a covenant to GOD for our friendship that we will always remember each other–that we are always B1 and B2. :’) That’s the moment I was so sad knowing that you’re leaving for Japan already… I love you my dear best friend/B1/Jaz… I will always treasure you and our GOD-given friendship. You’re my Secret-Keeper and the person who taught me how to make a wacky smile. You taught me that, remember? 🙂 You’re my sister… You’re a family to me. Thank you for being near though distance says otherwise… I’m excited to embrace you and Bumbum. :’) Will really pray to GOD for that day to arrive. GOD will provide my car. 🙂 I’ll save money for it already. Haha

JESUS be the center of our friendship from beginning to the very end… ❤️

Proverbs 17:17 ❤️
A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.

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